March 2011
18 posts
lentle and kale puree anyone?
Sooooo….. I got my wisdom teeth pulled yesterday. Besides the fact that I am stoked on jewelry ideas to do with my teeth I have a diet restricted to liquids. (also no smoking) and I expect to become such an angry bitch in the next couple days….
This is total shit. I eat and cook like a mad man, so this diet has become a personal hell of intense boredom of soy yogurt and protein...
Something bittersweet
It could be spring fever, but maybe I’m giving all this an excuse. I can’t get myself to hold still and I’m stumbling and falling over my feat but still running. The whole time it’s exhilarating really, and I fear if I stop now I will fall. That the only way to finally get through that hurdle is to keep running at it and attacking it. I don’t want you to think...
love me or leave me- Nina Simone
First place feeling like last place.
Where does it all go when you can’t see it? Perhaps the shift might steer me to better waters.
Do I really want all these words here? Well I guess they would be said eventually.
Roots.
I don’t know why I never thought of it until then. sitting in the dark in your car talking. Exactly that; with words that just feel inadequate and inefficient for what needs to be said. Words are only symbolic representations of that true intangible truth. Like the enlightenment of buddha, no words can express it. So I find myself doing that often and trying to create words that do not...
November 2010
9 posts
word vomit much?
Lions of fire
About once a day if not more I play my life over in my head; I count up all the major events and the significance of it all. It’s become so clear that I know all my memories in chronological order. I feel like a detective scanning my eyes over film on a real, feeling its weight in my hands an watching the same clips over and over looking for the smallest hints. It’s winter. I have a...
a fuoco- Ludovico Einaudi
for M
eyes I do not see with
I sometimes forget how easy it is to become blind, like slipping in and out of a coma where the blankets are so thick and warm that you cant possibly resist its temptation of silence. I walked from one place to the next unable to even understand myself, and watching people pass me as they went. I was begging as ernest as I could for simple human connection and for every face I looked upon, the...
rebel girl- bikini kill
October 2010
18 posts
Watchfor liza
Anonymous asked: do you know anyone who is in the coming out process as trans, is what i mean?
Anonymous asked: all anons have a gender neutral icon :)
do you know any still mostly closeted trans people? what about fully out trans people? how does it show?
do you know any still mostly closeted trans people? what about fully out trans people? how does it show?
Anonymous asked: have you ever considered any kind of transition? do you consider yourself ftm? genderqueer?
my house is empty.... no one is home.... and...
WatchThis weekend I set up hooks in my ceiling so I can store my bikes better. it’s convenient, but maybe not for where I put em… Name that song!!!!
repetition
I’m turning into the corners deeper and feeling the pavement glide beneath me with every rotation and turn of the wheel. The sinking repetition of the cog and chain; the sound of movement between me and metal is ringing in my head at a pace too quick to skip. It’s the wind on my skin and speed produced that keeps me hypnotized into a trance of endurance. After the first hour of waking...
Empathy- Crystal Castles
September 2010
16 posts
ragdoll asked: Do you have a portfolio site or some way of selling any of the art you create? I'm an interested buyer.
Anonymous asked: Are you transgender? Sorry if I offend! Just curious... you seem a little gender ambiguous right now.
